I SAID I GAVE UP

So, forever special one, it's about the time, to say goodbye.
So, the one i loved with all of my heart my soul, it's time to cut it off.
So, I decided, I did it, I let u go, I let me go.
So, this will be the last blog with your tag.
So, no more, no more, no more rooms for you.
So, I will not spare any time for you.
So, it's the time, that we go on the parallel lines that we should have went on 5th March 2013.
More than a year, and now, i declared the official break up between us.
I might not be able to forget the love, but for sure, it's a stop now.
Stop loving you, stop thinking of you, stop caring about you.
I might not be able to love anyone else like I loved you, but it's ok, because I now learnt what should a relationship be.
I might not be able to trust anyone else like I trusted you, but it's ok, because I know time will teach me how.

There's a lot to learn, where I should have learnt one year ago, but it's ok, because it's never too late.
I am alone. but I am freed from the scars, the sadness, the hurts, the pains, the sorrows, the love now.
I am alone on this road, because there's no one gonna help myself like I do.
I am alone, but I will be happy.
I am alone, but I have no regrets, because I know, if we still hock up like that, I will burnt myself, I will lost my kindness, I will hurt her, in ways that I wouldn't want to.

Forever special one. someone will replace you one day.
I always believe, and I am still waiting, the one that understand all my emotions, my angers, my kindness.
I knew, I am an angel, for someone out there in the forest.
Time is just isn't right yet for him to find me.