My inner voice

I hate to be alone at home with HER. Really hate. Non stop mumbling. Non stop house works. Non stop complaining. She never feels that I'm a good daughter. I'm never good for her. And why does people always said 如果我女兒有你一半好就好了. Why she never appreciate. I never club. I never hang around at night. I never run away from home. I never mess with guys. I never smoke. Even Shisha also never ever touch. I only went yumcha once or twice in a month. Maximum once in a week. I only go out with bf, that 2 or 3 bff, primary school mates. Even in hostel also I always stay in room. I never do bad things. I prepare lunch I wash all the dishes. Even a cup from your breakfast you left it for me to wash. Even I'm in final exam even I'm facing STPM. I do everything. I never escape. Why you still not satisfy with me. It's really very tire to be your daughter. You chose the husband that hurt us. Even our tears and broken hearts also you never take in consideration. I'm being understanding that it's your life your family and we should respect your every decision even we are in pain because we are your daughter. We are the only one you can count on. I tried and tried to balance the unhappiness between everyone. You only complain about him in front of us. Saying you will do this and that to him but you never action. It's Ok. I should be mature enough to understand that it's love. You know what. You make me can't believe in anyone. You make me can't believe in love and relationship. You make me only believe in money. Why. You. Never. Care.